Expected the unexpectedly.

Peace be upon you all. Assalamualaikum.


Alhamdulillah. I'm back in Egypt already. I'm 22 years old and fiancee to Mr. Syazaril Fathurrahman. What an  unexpected things and journey I had on this summer break. No matter how much your life, your world and your surrounding turns upside down. Always have faith that there's a reason He planned it to be like that. There's must be something that we need to see that shall bring us back to Him The Exalted.

I know what I 've been through this year as not much or as bigger as other people's grieves. But, it is a major turn over for me to change to be better. How grateful I am to be always in His care for as I'm being neglected that all along through out my life. I'm only realized it for a moment and then turn my back. Ya Allah. Forgives me for my sins previously, now even in the future.

Alhamdulillah. I manage to find my way back a bit by bit. I'm still learning now. Sew on patches to all my tear before.  And even grateful He gave me someone who always by my side, accepting the changing me when I don't even expecting to have one after what had happened. All praises to Allah, The Merciful. No words shall describes how grateful I am as what He gave me unexpectedly bind my heart towards Him even more and I always pray for someone who makes me loves and more closer to Our Creator.

Mercifully, His plan is the best. And seriously. Alhamdulillah. I'm never being this happy in my life. Everything went smoothly with His Might.  In a month, we already met both our family. And another month more, I'm already his fiancee also with His Might and His Merciful. People surround me really suprised to hear me getting engaged. Never crossed in their mind. And me also, never crossed in my mind when I'm going back to Malaysia this year, that He let me to meet someone, loves someone and become someone to someone so quickly. Where as that early time, I'm still fighting to stand, to cure the torn me.

Nevertheless, He knows the best. Now, I'm praying this till jannah. And ease our journey to be husband-wife. So many hearts to care off and so many things to be plan off. Basmallah. I'm praying that Allah always ease what the best for me and him as He planned it to be in the Luh Mahfuz. Amin. Till then. XOXO.

Waalaikumussalam.