Life's getting busy nowadays,
I've been trying to hop here and there trying to match my time with him.
Well. Indeed. LDR has always been tough to anybody peeps.
It do needs your unconditionally patience and sacrifices which is a lot.
As for me, as a student. I'm sacrificing my time to be flexible and let it parallel with him.
It's mainly because I know he got jobs and it would be quite difficult for him to do so.
Thus, I'm taking in charge on this.
Well, sometimes I do admit when the emotional rush into my veins,
feeling like wanting to talk to him about others. Well, you know just some random stuffs.
It's approximately to none I guess.
We'll always end up talking about his stressful jobs-life about his colleagues and boses.
How his colleagues take advantages of others, how his bos simply get mad on simple silly stuffs.
We do get lots of laugh from that.
I always want to be the one he talk to about this. The one who heard him every time.
Sometimes....
I get a bit upset because when I'm trying to talk to him about something
Mostly, will end up him saying, "Wait sayang, ada dicussion"
" Wait sayang, ada keja sikit"
I've been crying a lot to this kind of words before,
because I thought he wasn't there for me when I need him.
But, then. I'm realized it such a waste to get upset over merely on simple stuffs like this.
LDR needs sacrifices peeps, to argue and fight over something like this really cost a lot.
There are cases where eventually becomes reason of break-off.
So, you really need high tolerance especially if you students like me,
and you can gets lots of free time doing stuff merely for fun and enjoying your life,
and there's your other half working to his bone out to gives you a perfect life when you be together.
Appreciate peeps, patience peeps, be flexible peeps, be what he needs you to be,
because Love Always Makes It Simple.
Most and foremost because....
what he's been up to after all for all this while to make sure you be together with him forever later.
Thus, you can take in charge in sacrificing your buthurt moments to death and be cool about it.
Till then, xoxo. Have nice days ahead.
