23 November 2013

P.I.S.A

Peace be upon you all, Assalamulaikum.

P.I.S.A?? Well, I think most of you know what it means. Its "Playboy Itu Suami Aku". Nau'zubillah himin zalik. Well. Most of malaysian knew this story is about Raja Adrian Benjamin who being a playboy and being called as 'King Crocodile'. He'll be married to Afyna Aulia who in this story being described as decent and modest.

That's the rough main story line. I think you people knew it better than me as I'm not in Malaysia and not really into this drama. The thing I want to say here is the story being watched by all groups of ages and there are certain parts I think is not really appropriate for children. I don't know whether this kind of culture do exist in our Malaysian culture. If you've been following this story, you knew Ad is kind of social, I mean in and out hotel with women and all. Well I can still accept if he just being a playboy but that kind of thing for me is too much.

Pardon me if you think I'm a bit conventional. But,still I can't accept this. For children especially, they did not think much about this. Be truth people, during your primary school. Did you really think whether it is good or bad to do something?? Especially for muslim. It's one of "dosa besar". Nauzubillah himin zalik. It just I think malay production should really take note about this. Our youth nowadays really going too far from norms of people and especially as a muslim.

Being too exposed to gadget also can bring harm. We as adult and parents apparently should monitoring their children excessively and aggrasively. Knowing what they watch and do. And, especially religious studies is a must. Insha Allah and pray also to Allah that our children always in His care and away from unhealthy culture which become too mainstream in our culture nowadays. Till then, xoxo.

Waalaikumussalam. 

20 November 2013

Expected the unexpectedly.

Peace be upon you all. Assalamualaikum.


Alhamdulillah. I'm back in Egypt already. I'm 22 years old and fiancee to Mr. Syazaril Fathurrahman. What an  unexpected things and journey I had on this summer break. No matter how much your life, your world and your surrounding turns upside down. Always have faith that there's a reason He planned it to be like that. There's must be something that we need to see that shall bring us back to Him The Exalted.

I know what I 've been through this year as not much or as bigger as other people's grieves. But, it is a major turn over for me to change to be better. How grateful I am to be always in His care for as I'm being neglected that all along through out my life. I'm only realized it for a moment and then turn my back. Ya Allah. Forgives me for my sins previously, now even in the future.

Alhamdulillah. I manage to find my way back a bit by bit. I'm still learning now. Sew on patches to all my tear before.  And even grateful He gave me someone who always by my side, accepting the changing me when I don't even expecting to have one after what had happened. All praises to Allah, The Merciful. No words shall describes how grateful I am as what He gave me unexpectedly bind my heart towards Him even more and I always pray for someone who makes me loves and more closer to Our Creator.

Mercifully, His plan is the best. And seriously. Alhamdulillah. I'm never being this happy in my life. Everything went smoothly with His Might.  In a month, we already met both our family. And another month more, I'm already his fiancee also with His Might and His Merciful. People surround me really suprised to hear me getting engaged. Never crossed in their mind. And me also, never crossed in my mind when I'm going back to Malaysia this year, that He let me to meet someone, loves someone and become someone to someone so quickly. Where as that early time, I'm still fighting to stand, to cure the torn me.

Nevertheless, He knows the best. Now, I'm praying this till jannah. And ease our journey to be husband-wife. So many hearts to care off and so many things to be plan off. Basmallah. I'm praying that Allah always ease what the best for me and him as He planned it to be in the Luh Mahfuz. Amin. Till then. XOXO.

Waalaikumussalam.

30 October 2013

~ E-Day~

Assalamualaikum

Atlast,I've got time to update with the e-day. Well. It was very tiring and long day for me as I've to clean up and settles it by myself. Left only me and the youngest at home. My mom and neighbors been busy cooking and all for the guests later For those who knows would understand my situation as at first it's just a risik. Suddenly about 3-2 days before, his mom and uncle called my parents to change it to engagement.

Well, can you guess?? I'm having mental breakdown that time. Quickly I send a messages to him saying that his side asking for an engagement not risik. He was so shocked as he currently at that time at platform in the middle of the sea in Labuan.We both speechless. And the most shocking news that even hard for me to accept is my dad agreed. I mean alhamdulillah, everything been in ease more than I expected it to be. :)

Well, then started the hectic days before Saturdays. Finding the outfit, hantaran, food, bouquet. I made all the hantaran especially the cakes and cookies. Because seriously got no time to buy things. Just gave things I can made and decorate the hantaran by myself. It do saves money people but the tiredness can't be compare off.

His side would come at 3 p.m. But, at 1.30 p.m I'm still in the middle of decorating the hantaran and touched here and there to make sure things perfect as what I want. Make-up??yeah. I make-up myself. That's so tiring. Indeed. Having to do most things myself was enjoying. I think enough chatting and reading wouldn't you think so??here's some pictures.






The Hantaran



Tepak Sirih



Cookies I made.



Cholocate gift from neighbors



This one also from neighbors



And this one too.


Tembikai agar-agar from my aunt.


Pandan layer cake which I baked.



Carrot cake I baked.



Th fruits.



Ring. By his mak ngah. Risik ring






This one is his mom. My future mother in-law. Insha Allah.



Because I'm trembling so much. lame and ashamed. :').


Overall it was definite a memory that I shall never forget. A new journey for me and him. And hoping for your prayers also till jannah. Insha Allah. People always said this period is a crucial one before getting married. Praying that both of us can go through this together with help from Allah and hoping for your prayers also for us. Insha Allah. amin. Till then. May Allah bless us all with barakah and guidance, prevent us from mazmumah things. Amin. XOXO.

Waalaikumussalam.

8 April 2012

Emerald.

No words can describe how I appreciate this bond. :)!



Emereald forever. :)!
Ukhwah fillah abadan abada.

26 February 2012

Are you the REAL ONE for me??

A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


Are you the one? you think?


Credit to : Ellysya