Sacrifices

Life's getting busy nowadays,

I've been trying to hop here and there trying to match my time with him.

Well. Indeed. LDR has always been tough to anybody peeps.

It do needs your unconditionally patience and sacrifices which is a lot.

As for me, as a student. I'm sacrificing my time to be flexible and let it parallel with him.

It's mainly because I know he got jobs and it would be quite difficult for him to do so.

Thus, I'm taking in charge on this. 

Well, sometimes I do admit when the emotional rush into my veins, 

feeling like wanting to talk to him about others. Well, you know just some random stuffs.

It's approximately to none I guess.

We'll always end up talking about his stressful jobs-life about his colleagues and boses.

How his colleagues take advantages of others, how his bos simply get mad on simple silly stuffs.

We do get lots of laugh from that.

I always want to be the one he talk to about this. The one who heard him every time.

Sometimes....

I get a bit upset because when I'm trying to talk to him about something

Mostly, will end up him saying, "Wait sayang, ada dicussion"

" Wait sayang, ada keja sikit"

I've been crying a lot to this kind of words before,

because I thought he wasn't there for me when I need him.

But, then. I'm realized it such a waste to get upset over merely on simple stuffs like this.

LDR needs sacrifices peeps, to argue and fight over something like this really cost a lot.

There are cases where eventually becomes reason of break-off.

So, you really need high tolerance especially if you students like me,

and you can gets lots of free time doing stuff merely for fun and enjoying your life,

and there's your other half working to his bone out to gives you a perfect life when you be together.

Appreciate peeps, patience peeps, be flexible peeps, be what he needs you to be,

because Love Always Makes It Simple.

Most and foremost because....

what he's been up to after all for all this while to make sure you be together with him forever later.

Thus, you can take in charge in sacrificing your buthurt moments to death and be cool about it.

Till then, xoxo. Have nice days ahead. 

Mature

Exams coming up in just two weeks more.But,here I am knocking on the keyboard

to type on new post. ( Don't follow this peeps )

Well, occasionally, there's really lots of going round and round my mind. 

( aihhh ) I can't just seems to do things any better than I did before.

Why oh why?? (keep on questioning)

But, then. My fiancee stood me up when he said I'm mature than before.

Well, literally. I can't seems to understand what he said.

( It's the old man thoughts speaking peeps. haha )

Now, suddenly it pop out my mind what he said to me before.

I guess that's why I can't seems to do things like I'm used to before.

Because back then ways I'm interpreting things and doing things in my life

were different than how I am now.

So foolish of me thinking I can do the same things like I'm used to.

I'm still growing up. I mean who does isn't it??

But, what I'm trying to say here is from our emotional and mind aspects.

This determine how we do works now which way differ than we used to when

like years ago.

Reminiscing the changes I've made. I guess it is.

It changed how me faced and deals things

It's not like I'm being hypocrite, not being myself, this just a change for something better.

Insha Allah. ( pray for me and you also! amin)

Well, it's always sweet to know someone paying every little things bout you.

It do flutters you. And, make you up above the roofs.

So, I'm approved. There's a proverb said,

 " A compliment can even makes whales dance "

Yeah. Imagining how the whale dance, makes me giggles.

But, here when his-old-man-kind-of-mind speaks to me. Its sweeps me off my feet.

Shows me that its wrong to have that kind of thoughts.

Thinking I can't do it anymore when the facts is I can.

It just I have new ways of doing things now. Yeahhhh!!!!

( wonder woman in me speaks )

I just have to enjoy and moves forward instead of clinging on the past me.

I just have to be done to past-me and strolling out new roads of new me.

Discovering the worlds, the thoughts, the adventures that awaits me

Embarks on new journey with this wonderful man by my side. Insha Allah.

He'll be the one whom guides me after this.

And praying Allah always care of my beloved parents and also his as what they care for both of us.

Amin.

Clingy

Things going smoothly since my last post on January.

 Oh my!! Now it's May already. What did I do to myself for the time being. haha!!

I'm back in Malaysia end of January for my winter break coz someone asked me to and 

of course I would be glad to spend time with him. Who don't isn't it?? 

With your fiance, especially when we being part for months.

That's absolutely a chance you'll never let it go. 

I'm quickly make up my mind when he said want me to go back. haha

Well Mr. you've got yourself a clingy fiancee ( thousands clap)

I admit, being far from him, it's really really really tough.

 (see just to bold the tough I've faced, I've to say the word really sooo many times)

Well, I'm pretty clingy to him I admit. Want to be with him all the time if I can.

Just rang off the video call with him on wechat, I already sent him whatssap saying that, 

" I miss you sayang". haha! Now , you tell me how am I have to survive after married later??

It's going to be another tough things to face.

I'm pretty much sure if I'm not pursuing my medical degree right now

And pursue other courses, without second thoughts would quit my job and be full housewife.

That's how I love him, always want to be by his side. Accompany him during long hours of drive

Massage his back of neck if he sleepy anytime, feed him food when we eat, 

Miss his tease on me every time he can when I'm with him. (well,that's a lot actually)

His care,his worried face when I'm sick. His effort to make me happy everytime.

His efforts to give me everythings I want. 

Erm. I think I should asked for Louboutin pump then, haha!!

(in your dreams, Nadia)

But, I think Giusippe Zanotti wedges possible. haha!!

Oh myyyyy!! I'm just missing him soooo much!!!

If I can, I would always want to hold his arms and hands all the time.

Walk by his side everywhere he goes, Sleep in his arms everynight.

I hope he noticed already he got himself quite a clingy fiancee.

But, he still loves me. Wow!!That's just makes me loves him more. 

Till then, focus on final . Then, WEDDING coming up. May Allah ease and bless everything.

Insha Allah. Amin.

~ The Journey~

Assalamualaikum.

Hari nie, nadia nak cakap menaip dan mennulis dalam bm pula. Haha. Sudah lama ditinggalkan. Sebenarnya, tak ada apa pun sangat nak update, tak tahu nak cakap pasal apa sebenarnya. Tapi, dah oleh kerana ada silent reader yang kadang-kadang tanya tak update blog ke? Ngade sesangat la kan. Macam tak contact dia. pfftt. So, hari nie, minggu pertama di tahun 2014. Mari la kita berjemaah update blog. hehe! Well, so far, memang ramai yang dah tahu nadia dah tunang dan yang masih terkejut dan yang tak tahu tiba-tiba tahu pun terus tanya nadia, betul ke tak pe semua? adoi. Korang amboi sangat ingat aku nie serious sangat tak fikir hidup berdua ke?

Well, macam my previous post. Memang semua yang jadi sangat unexpected. Tahun 2013 memang tahun yang paling banyak buat luka dan gembira at the same time. Orang cakap bittersweet. haha!! Nadia bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah S.W.T tentukan untuk nadia. Alhamdulillah. Dan berdoa moga Allah permudahkan segalanya dengan Izin-Nya. Sebab kita nie manusia yang sering lupa. Dan, benda yang jadi tunjuk yang Allah sayangkan kita dan Dia tahu yang terbaik untuk hidup kita dan tak jauh dari jalan-Nya.

Sebenarnya, sekarang tengah tunggu 'green light' dari ibu ayah untuk kahwin sebelum nadia graduate. Bagi nadia, Allah S.W.T berfirman. " Kun Fayakun ". Jadi, maka jadilah. Sejauh mana pun pilihan yang kita tentukan untuk diri kita, kita kena ingat Allah Maha Besar dan setiap sesuatu jadi dengan izin-Nya. Jadi, jika ibu ayah bagi 'green light', itu adalah dengan izin-Nya dan adalah yang terbaik untuk nadia, dan Dia tahu nadia boleh handle apa pun dugaan, ujian yang bakal tempuh di masa hadapan. Itu je yang nadia pegang. Bahawasanya, Allah Maha Mengetahui setiap sesuatu dan pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya yang Dia nak kita lihat dan nilai sendiri.

Bila dah kate nak kahwin awal nie, mesti ada pula yang tanya, boleh ke?? bahagi2 masa?? Bagi nadia tak ada masalah pun, sebab nadia so far alhamdulillah memang jenis sort things and fokus pada satu-satu. Hidup tak berubah sangat pun sebab nadia still teruskan belajar kat Mesir dan dia kerja di Malaysia. So, literally still the same macam waktu tunang nie, yang beza cuma status je, da jadi isteri orang. Adeh. Macam tak percaya pun ada. Sekarang, I'm in the journey to become someone's wife sooner or later. Insha Allah with His Might. Doakan erk?? amin.

Belajar pun makin banyak. Tapi, so far tengah fokus satu-satu. Prinsip sabar dalam menuntut ilmu. Itu yang nadia pegang dari dulu. Though,sometimes orang tengok macam nadia tak ambil kisah. Nadia akan fokus satu subjek dulu. Dah ok nadia rasa, baru nadia tukar fokus subjek lain. Even dapat test markah kadang-kadang tak membanggakan pun sebab nadia fokus subjek lain dulu dari yang ada test. Sebab bagi nadia kalau semua nadia nak capai dalam suatu masa, nadia takut, "Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran". Sejak ambil medic, macam tu la nadia study, tension pun x. Sebab nadia tak kalut nak habiskan syllabus. 

Nadia rasa sampai sini je kut untuk hari nie. Tengah cari semangat nak study nie. Enjin tengah semput-semput lagi bila nak tukar ada NOS pun tak tahu la. Doakan nadia dapat fokus belajar dan dalam kehidupan nadia. ok??insha Allah. amin. dan doa' dapat graduate in time. Insha Allah. amin. XOXO.

Waalaikumussalam.

~4th Year~

Peace upon you all, Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. Though heavy storm been pouring my journey of 3rd year in medicine faculty, I manage to succeed on to the next step of 4th year. Old days, about 3 years ago around 2010, looking at seniors who had been in my place right now, I envy them. Well, that time, 4th year seems so far for us. But, all praises to Allah The Merciful because He ease my journey till now and I'm praying for another 2 years more to complete my degree also with ease and flying colours. Insha Allah. Amin.

Starting my 4th year late. Spending more time in Malaysia. haha. And just recovered from fever and recurringly asthma attack due to weather change. Alhamdulillah. Now, I'm healthy as a horse. There's a proverb or an idiom says that, " An apple a day keeps the doctor away". What should I do?? I have to meet them all days during classes. I mean I'm a medicine students. Thus, it is legit that I don't want to keep them away. Moreover, I'm not very fond of apple. I don't know why. But, it just don't fit my taste bud.

I've got about 4-5 subjects this year. ENT ( ear,nose and throat), Ophthalmology
( study of eyes ), Forensic, Toxicology and last but not least Community Medicine. So far for me, ophthalmology is in my gene. I can say it like that because its interesting and I'm enjoying the class and also with forensic and toxicology. That's because I think its fascinating when all the CSI and Bone series that I've been watching since ages now makes sense. Funny isn't it??. Community Medicine or the acronym is 'commed' quite bored because I've to deal back with the calculator and calculus where as the main reason I took medicine is to avoid all that. Pity me. Luckily just the normal stuff about variance,mean and etc.

The main obstacle for me now is ENT. The doctors who has been teaching were quite uninteresting. Though, there are few of them, I'm enjoying their classes. But, when it comes to see the patients, I don't know, look into someone's ear makes me tingling all over. I rather seeing patient's with eye problems rather than ear and nose. Have to overcome this. Been trying and praying to do so. So, I guess that's all for now about my early journey for 4th year and I've got mid term examination and praying for me, Umie Nadiah Shalahuddin to do well and excellent. Insha Allah. Amin. Till then, xoxo.

Waalaikumussalam. 

P.I.S.A

Peace be upon you all, Assalamulaikum.

P.I.S.A?? Well, I think most of you know what it means. Its "Playboy Itu Suami Aku". Nau'zubillah himin zalik. Well. Most of malaysian knew this story is about Raja Adrian Benjamin who being a playboy and being called as 'King Crocodile'. He'll be married to Afyna Aulia who in this story being described as decent and modest.

That's the rough main story line. I think you people knew it better than me as I'm not in Malaysia and not really into this drama. The thing I want to say here is the story being watched by all groups of ages and there are certain parts I think is not really appropriate for children. I don't know whether this kind of culture do exist in our Malaysian culture. If you've been following this story, you knew Ad is kind of social, I mean in and out hotel with women and all. Well I can still accept if he just being a playboy but that kind of thing for me is too much.

Pardon me if you think I'm a bit conventional. But,still I can't accept this. For children especially, they did not think much about this. Be truth people, during your primary school. Did you really think whether it is good or bad to do something?? Especially for muslim. It's one of "dosa besar". Nauzubillah himin zalik. It just I think malay production should really take note about this. Our youth nowadays really going too far from norms of people and especially as a muslim.

Being too exposed to gadget also can bring harm. We as adult and parents apparently should monitoring their children excessively and aggrasively. Knowing what they watch and do. And, especially religious studies is a must. Insha Allah and pray also to Allah that our children always in His care and away from unhealthy culture which become too mainstream in our culture nowadays. Till then, xoxo.

Waalaikumussalam. 

Expected the unexpectedly.

Peace be upon you all. Assalamualaikum.


Alhamdulillah. I'm back in Egypt already. I'm 22 years old and fiancee to Mr. Syazaril Fathurrahman. What an  unexpected things and journey I had on this summer break. No matter how much your life, your world and your surrounding turns upside down. Always have faith that there's a reason He planned it to be like that. There's must be something that we need to see that shall bring us back to Him The Exalted.

I know what I 've been through this year as not much or as bigger as other people's grieves. But, it is a major turn over for me to change to be better. How grateful I am to be always in His care for as I'm being neglected that all along through out my life. I'm only realized it for a moment and then turn my back. Ya Allah. Forgives me for my sins previously, now even in the future.

Alhamdulillah. I manage to find my way back a bit by bit. I'm still learning now. Sew on patches to all my tear before.  And even grateful He gave me someone who always by my side, accepting the changing me when I don't even expecting to have one after what had happened. All praises to Allah, The Merciful. No words shall describes how grateful I am as what He gave me unexpectedly bind my heart towards Him even more and I always pray for someone who makes me loves and more closer to Our Creator.

Mercifully, His plan is the best. And seriously. Alhamdulillah. I'm never being this happy in my life. Everything went smoothly with His Might.  In a month, we already met both our family. And another month more, I'm already his fiancee also with His Might and His Merciful. People surround me really suprised to hear me getting engaged. Never crossed in their mind. And me also, never crossed in my mind when I'm going back to Malaysia this year, that He let me to meet someone, loves someone and become someone to someone so quickly. Where as that early time, I'm still fighting to stand, to cure the torn me.

Nevertheless, He knows the best. Now, I'm praying this till jannah. And ease our journey to be husband-wife. So many hearts to care off and so many things to be plan off. Basmallah. I'm praying that Allah always ease what the best for me and him as He planned it to be in the Luh Mahfuz. Amin. Till then. XOXO.

Waalaikumussalam.

~ E-Day~

Assalamualaikum

Atlast,I've got time to update with the e-day. Well. It was very tiring and long day for me as I've to clean up and settles it by myself. Left only me and the youngest at home. My mom and neighbors been busy cooking and all for the guests later For those who knows would understand my situation as at first it's just a risik. Suddenly about 3-2 days before, his mom and uncle called my parents to change it to engagement.

Well, can you guess?? I'm having mental breakdown that time. Quickly I send a messages to him saying that his side asking for an engagement not risik. He was so shocked as he currently at that time at platform in the middle of the sea in Labuan.We both speechless. And the most shocking news that even hard for me to accept is my dad agreed. I mean alhamdulillah, everything been in ease more than I expected it to be. :)

Well, then started the hectic days before Saturdays. Finding the outfit, hantaran, food, bouquet. I made all the hantaran especially the cakes and cookies. Because seriously got no time to buy things. Just gave things I can made and decorate the hantaran by myself. It do saves money people but the tiredness can't be compare off.

His side would come at 3 p.m. But, at 1.30 p.m I'm still in the middle of decorating the hantaran and touched here and there to make sure things perfect as what I want. Make-up??yeah. I make-up myself. That's so tiring. Indeed. Having to do most things myself was enjoying. I think enough chatting and reading wouldn't you think so??here's some pictures.

The Hantaran

Tepak Sirih

Cookies I made.

Cholocate gift from neighbors

This one also from neighbors

And this one too.

Tembikai agar-agar from my aunt.

Pandan layer cake which I baked.

Carrot cake I baked.

Th fruits.

Ring. By his mak ngah. Risik ring

This one is his mom. My future mother in-law. Insha Allah.

Because I'm trembling so much. lame and ashamed. :').

Overall it was definite a memory that I shall never forget. A new journey for me and him. And hoping for your prayers also till jannah. Insha Allah. People always said this period is a crucial one before getting married. Praying that both of us can go through this together with help from Allah and hoping for your prayers also for us. Insha Allah. amin. Till then. May Allah bless us all with barakah and guidance, prevent us from mazmumah things. Amin. XOXO.

Waalaikumussalam.

Emerald.

No words can describe how I appreciate this bond. :)!

Emereald forever. :)!

Ukhwah fillah abadan abada.

Are you the REAL ONE for me??

A REAL BOYFRIEND

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.


When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she
thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important.
- Don't talk about other girls around her
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


Are you the one? you think?


Credit to : Ellysya

~Walky2 to Cairo Part 1~

Assalamualaikum.

I spent one night and two days at Cairo and just arrived in Zagazig this evening. The purpose is to accompany my friend for an interview at "Rumah BKAN Johor". This all about the scholarship things of course. But,its for her not me. Me?just want to go out for awhile from Zagazig. My hectic life as a medical student and the studies matter and books all that of course. I went there with Mahfuzah, Syakirah and Ain. Mahfuzah is my housemate meanwhile Kiera and Ain been living in the same building as we are, in here we said it as Imarah. 

Our first destination when we arrived at Raba'ah. Of course, City Star. In Malaysia,this place is like Pavilion. But, much2 bigger. I think about 2 times than Times Square because in City Star, I seldom come the same place as I go before. haha! Amazing isn't it??Always end up wondering and looking to the directory and finding where were we. Gosh!!The save method is to mark on stores you would like to go and always take the same entering gate and exit gate. Haha!!

City Star

This picture just in front of Virgin bookstore. I think it is in Boulevard 5, if I'm not mistaken. Besides, it is such a huge places. How should I know? But,there are many sites where you can see the beautiful and magnificent view of fountains,pools and bridges, and again this is my first time reached here. LAME!!! Although, I have been here for several times. 2x LAME!!

Lastly, we already exhausted walking around and around. So, we went to one of my friends house at Sab'ah. Its mean 7,some sort of section like in Shah Alam. The same here. It means section 7. We really and seriously exhausted and it has been proved by all of us slept after Maghrib prayer. Haha!! Came to Cairo, just to sleep and stayed at home, what a drama. Isn't it? Haha! So,when we woke up, everybody were very hungry and we took a walk just to not-so-far main road and ate dinner at Arabiata. The food was so-so, not so delicious. But,it is eatable.

Before going out at night to eat.

Waiting for our ordered food, chatting is necessary.

At this time, only Kiera food had been served and others still waiting. We ate, chat and just wasting our time here. Finishing up all of our food, if you know how the portion of food here, for those who loves to eat, you can eat as much as you want. But,someone like me. I will only eat it half and asking for a take-away. Adoi!!

Then, of course going back home and continue our journey to the land of dream. :)! I think that's all for our first day. I'm seriously need a sleep right now. Wait for Part 2., won't ya?? *self-dreaming* By the way, just who have been reading all my so un-cool entry. huhu!!

Waalaikumussalam.

: Mid-term finished:

Assalamualaikum

And hello to non-muslim if you ever reached or read this so un-cool blog. It has been awhile since my last post. Apologize from me. I have been busy with mid-term of course. LOL!! Ok. Malay time. Aku baru je habis exams pada 26 januari 2012 yang lepas. Well,ok la kut rase. kut la. Sebab sekarang kite kene tawakkal pada Allah dan bersedia untuk exam yang akan datang plak. Final exams untuk maybe dalam 3-4bulan lagi. aku harap aku boleh dapat paling kurang jayyid jiddan la. Insha Allah. Do pray for me people. 

Kehidupan aku sekarang sebagai seorang pelajar. Erm. Indeed busy. Tak boleh nak cakap pe la kan. Ade ke orang belajar tak sibuk? I don't think so. There's always new thing to learn every each day you go through. Management is so important. :)! Sekarang,korang kene plak bace about my un-cool life here. Sorry. There's nothing exciting to boast about. Kalau aku keluar pon,just around this area untuk makan dan lepaskan tensi. Adoi.Need to save money to buy new phone. Haha!!Aku sanggup ikat perut kumpul duet. kui3!!Not really about that new gadget thing actually. Just I'm trying to learn saving. Coz I love shopping so much.

Sekarang masih dalam mode berehat sebelum mula organazing my notes and all. Sebab habis cuti nie,da belajar buku lain da. Untuk pengetahuan korang, walaupun aku ad 4 subjek sahaja, tetapi aku ada banyak buku. Adoi. 1subjek=3-4 buku kena belajar yang mana totally different kut dari korang. I guess so. Adoi!!

Anyway,thats all. Dah tak ade benda nak cakap. Hehe!nie pon menggagahkan diri menaip n3 baru,walaupun rase macam tak ade orang bace. *perasan sendiri je. :(!!

Waalaikumussalam.

Times....Life!!

Assalamualaikum.

There are times when you think there are no one by your side,

There are times when you feel lonely though you're in crowd side,

There are times when you hope everything would be fine,

There are times when you see through outside instead of inside,

But,you have to know,

This is life, all these happen to make your day, your life meaningful every seconds.

This is life, which you should learn pain to appreciate happiness,

Which you should learn fall to walk., which you should know failure to get success.

THIS IS LIFE, TIMES.

Waalaikumussalam.

Home - SICK!!

Assalamualaikum.

Ok. Agak kelamaan tak meng-update entri-entri. Ada yang dah taip separuh,hilang idea plak dah. Adoyai!! Mengenai tajuk entri saya pada hari ini, erm..terasa macam bercerita la plak. hehe!!tengok tajuk macam ini, macam ada double meaning plak. Tapi,ketahui la anda wahai rakyat jelata,beta tak bermaksud., memang sekarang da rasa macam tak nak balik Mesir. Dah lama sangat dok bwah ketiak mak. lagu mana tak jadi home sick. haha!!

But,at the same time, can't wait to go back and finish my second year of studying medicine faster and got mumtaz. Insha Allah. Pray for me. Ok?? Yang lepas jadikan pengajaran dan tuk membimbing kita untuk merangka strategi yang lebih utuh untuk mencapai kejayaan. Insha Allah. :)!Now, I just hope, peluang kedua untuk menebus kurang keberjayaan saya pada sesi yang lalu dipermudahkan Allah dan dipermurahkan rezeki. Insha Allah. Till we meet again.

Waalaikumussalam.

Biasiswa / Pinjaman Pelajaran

Assalamualaikum..

Aku rasa maklumat ini sangat la berguna bagi kita pelajar-pelajar yg sedang / akan melanjutkan pelajaran ke ipta / ipts sama ada di dalam negara mahupun luar negara. Tak kira la korang nak amek sijil ,diploma, ijazah ,sarjana ataupun phD. Benda nie sangat penting sebab ada yang malas nak cari , asyik harapkan PTPTN je. Pastu ,nak bayar da payah , sebab banyak sangat interest die plak .For those yang belajar luar negara plak ,tak semestinya JPA/MARA je yang ade. Aku memahami masalah tu , cuma sekarang korang kena la rajin teroka laman Google tuh cari .Tapi ,aku da baik hari nie untuk berkongsi dengan korang semua .

Ini adalah senarai yang aku dapat setelah seminggu aku menggodam Google kat rumah aku nie :

1 Biasiswa Tunku Abdul Rahman - www.yayasantar.org.my
2 Felda Johore Bulker Sdn Bhd - www.feldaholdings.com
3 Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam ( JPA ) - www.jpa.gov.my
4 Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam Negeri Sabah - www.sabah.gov.my/jpan
5 Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam Negeri Sarawak - www.psc.sarawak.gov.my
6 Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi Malaysia - www.mohe.gov.my
7 Biasiswa Kerajaan Negeri Sabah - www.biasiswa.sabah.gov.my
8 Majlis Agama Islam Dan Adat Melayu Perak Darul Ridzuan - www.maiamp.gov.my
9 Pinjaman Pelajaran Kerajaan Negeri Perak - biasiswa.perak.gov.my
10 Majlis Agama Islam Negeri Johor - www.maij.gov.my
11 Pinjaman Kerajaan Negeri Pulau Pinang - epp.penang.gov.my
12 Pinjaman Pelajaran kerajaan Negeri Selangor - www.selangor.gov.my
13 Tabung Amanah Pendidikan Negeri Melaka(TAPEN) - tapem.melaka.gov.my
14 Institut Penyelidikan Perhutanan Malaysia - www.frim.gov.my
15 G.A.B Foundation - www.gabfoundation.org
16 Gamuda Berhad - www.gamuda.com.my
17 Jabatan Hal Ehwal Orang Asli Malaysia - www.jheoa.gov.my
18 Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat Wilayah Persekutuan - www.jkmwpkl.gov.my
19 Yayasan KLK - www.klk.com.my
20 Kumpulan Wang Simpanan Pekerja - www.kwsp.gov.my
21 Libyan Scholarship - www.shef.ac.uk/libya/scholarships.html
22 Lembaga Zakat Selangor - www.e-zakat.com.my
23 Bank Rakyat Malaysia Berhad - www.bankrakyat.com.my
24 Yayasan Bursa Saham Kuala Lumpur - www.klse.com.my
25 Majlis Amanah Rakyat - www.mara.gov.my
26 Pusat Zakat Sabah - www.zakat.sabah.gov.my
27 Yayasan Negeri Sembilan - www.yns.gov.my
28 Nestle Manufacturing (Malaysia) Sdn. Bhd - www.nestle.com.my
29 Skim Biasiswa National Science F - www.masduke.net/download/nsf.doc
30 Kementerian Sains, Teknologi Dan Inovasi Malaysia - www.mosti.gov.my
31 Pertubuhan Keselamatan Sosial (PERKESO ) - www.perkeso.gov.my
32 Permodalan Nasional Berhad - www.pnb.com.my
33 Sarawak Shell Berhad - www.shell.com.my
34 Sapura Industrial Berhad - www.sapuraindustrial.com.my
35 Terengganu Advanced Technical Institute - www.tatiuc.edu.my
36 Yayasan Pendidikan Albukhary Sdn Bhd - bukhary.atspace.com
37 Yayasan Felcra - esistem.felcra.com.my/yayasan/index.html
38 Yayasan Pahang - www.yp.org.my
39 Yayasan Sabah - www.ysnet.org.my
40 Yayasan Selangor - www.yayasanselangor.org.my
41 Yayasan Tenaga Nasional Berhad - yayasan.tnb.com.my
42 Yayasan Kelantan Darulnaim (YAKIN ) - www.yakin.kelantan.gov.my
43 Yayasan Bank Rakyat - www.yayasanbankrakyat.com.my
44 Embassy Of The Republic Of Yemen - www.yemenembassy.org
45 Yayasan Terengganu - www.ytrg.terengganu.gov.my
46 Yayasan Pelajaran Johor (YPJ ) - www.johordt.gov.my/ypj
47 Yayasan Biasiswa Sarawak Tunku Abdul Rahman - yayasansarawak.org.my/form/TAR.pdf 

Ha. AMEKAW!!47 aku bagi. Ini semua untuk kemudahan kita sebagai pelajar. Aku faham. Btw, ade sesetengah yang hanya menawarkan biasiswa ikut bidang. Maksudnye, macam yayasan bursa saham tuh. Macam nak ambil bidang ekonomi ke,sains aktuari ke bley la. Sebab tak silap aku, akan kerja dengan pihak mereka setelah habis. Ha, tu da mudah untuk korang. Tak payah la nak pergi sibuk tanda surat khabar plak cari kerja lepas habis belajar. 

Yang penting kita tak boleh putus asa dan terus berusaha. Dah usaha, kita sebagai orang Islam kena la tawakkal dan berdoa. Ingat, doa tu senjata orang-orang mukmin. Kalau tak dapat. mungkin ada yang lebih baik untuk kita dan ada rezeki yang lebih baik untuk kita. Insha Allah. :)!

Waalaikumussalam.

Sindrom Anak Sulung??!!Apa??Mengapa??!!

Assalamualaikum.

Aku tak tahu la kan. Kalau ada yang mengalami sindrom-sindrom seperti aku ini. Ok. Kepada sesiapa yang mengenali aku. Aku rase semua tahu sebab follower blog nie pon ramai kawan-kawan aku je. lagipun,aku bukan  retisss~~dush~~dush~~*tumbuk muka sendiri*!!Aku dilahirkan sebagai anak sulung yang sepatutnye anak ke-2 tapi, atas aku, ibu aku keguguran. Semua adik-beradik aku adalah perempuan. Semua puteri gitu.

Yeah,I know we should be grateful of what we have. But,I'm a human being have feelings, know how to be sad,touched,angry and etc. Being the eldest, makes me more responsible and considerate of my siblings. Though, sometimes I'm a lil bit harsh with them, that doesn't mean I don't care about them. Only Allah knows how much I love them. But,I'm the kind of people who don't really shows the love he/she has for others.I trained myself to be a cold-heart. So, I can be a person who my family can rely and lean on. Besides, I don't have brothers or even younger brother to protect us all. 

Because of that, my mom always said that I'm the kind of arrogant,self-center and don't care about others.Only me,myself knows how I am. My parents pushed me to be the best in studies and in whatever I do. That's made me who I am now. I'm not regretting that. It just sometimes when I looked how my siblings are with my parents. I feel burdened. As I trying hard to be as what they want me to be. But,my younger sister don't have to be like me. Not being the best is not a problem for them. Don't get the best mark in exam doesn't receive punishment as I do when I get marks which they don't satisfied with.That's during childhood.

Now, we're teenagers. College,university are our target. I know, my parents have sacrificed a lot to send me to Egypt. I appreciated that and grateful. Alhamdulillah. But,when my sibling being selfish and pushed my parents to follow her desires, I'm getting mad. because they don't know how to considerate on others. Damn!!because I trying hard in my studies to get what I want. But,them??just ask. and my parents will certainly fulfilled that. Oh my!!I'm sorry if this entry maybe makes you uncomfortable or angry. But,right now. I'm so stress about this. Deeply apologize.

Waalaikumussalam.

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Msia In My Heart!!

Assalamualaikum..Hello!!

Pergh!!Berhabuk dan bersawang giler blog nie. I'm deeply apologize atas kemalasan aku nie. Ok,just wanna share with all of you. Now, I already in MALAYSIA. Can you spell that? Hehe. Macam minta penampar je nie. Aku balik 26 July hari tu. Yeah,da lame aku tahu. It just I'm a lil bit busy making 'kueh raya'. Orang tempah,beribu seh. Penat mak!!haha. Actually,just helping my neighbour a.k.a my 'mak angkat' buat homemade biskut raya nie. Since last year lagi aku tolong. Memandangkan aku balik awal tahun nie, aku tolong la. Sebenarnya, tarikh flight aku 7 August. But,aku cepatkan, saje nak bagi surprise to my mom and indeed my mom surprise. :)!MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

Ok,next story about my result. Alhamdulillah. No need to repeat any paper. But, I've to work hard even harder after this. Need to strive for excellent. :)!!Hope this 2nd year of studying medicine will have a bless and less pressure. Hope so. Insha Allah.:)!Ok, da termasuk mood speaking. sory?bukan ape sebab memang macam nie cara aku cakap, aku bukan nak cakap pe, bila aku start speaking, aku akan terus speaking dan sometimes ada rojak. Manusia. Biasalah ada je yang tak puas hati dengan orang lain. Aku cakap pon dyorang cakap aku nie tak reti nak cakap betul ke?? Perghhh!!panas seyh!! Aku bukan tak tahu tapi memang aku dengan kawan-kawan aku cakap macam nie, bukan nak bangga tapi da terbiasa. But,hey you noob!!I still get A1 or A+ in BM for SPM and fyi,I'm a debator for bahas ala-parlimen. Aku tak pernah dapat B for BM. macam riak pulak, tapi bukan nak riak. Nak bagitahu sahaja yang aku bukan lah seperti yang ko cakap. :)!

Next, these all are just teaser till next entry. :)!

Walaikumussalam

Alex Incoming~~

So..I'm gonna spend my holiday in Alex for about 3days 2 night I guess..

Just wait for the pics ok..

People said that..Alex is so beautiful..

And of coz..shopping..for my family..:)!!

Assalamualaikum..:)!

Exam END!!

Just wanna tell you..

Exam end...
Now,quite bored..But,still don't have the guts to update this blog..
I'm sorry..
Will continue and try to find the enthusiasm in me again..:)!

Yosh...HAPPY!!