23 November 2013

P.I.S.A

Peace be upon you all, Assalamulaikum.

P.I.S.A?? Well, I think most of you know what it means. Its "Playboy Itu Suami Aku". Nau'zubillah himin zalik. Well. Most of malaysian knew this story is about Raja Adrian Benjamin who being a playboy and being called as 'King Crocodile'. He'll be married to Afyna Aulia who in this story being described as decent and modest.

That's the rough main story line. I think you people knew it better than me as I'm not in Malaysia and not really into this drama. The thing I want to say here is the story being watched by all groups of ages and there are certain parts I think is not really appropriate for children. I don't know whether this kind of culture do exist in our Malaysian culture. If you've been following this story, you knew Ad is kind of social, I mean in and out hotel with women and all. Well I can still accept if he just being a playboy but that kind of thing for me is too much.

Pardon me if you think I'm a bit conventional. But,still I can't accept this. For children especially, they did not think much about this. Be truth people, during your primary school. Did you really think whether it is good or bad to do something?? Especially for muslim. It's one of "dosa besar". Nauzubillah himin zalik. It just I think malay production should really take note about this. Our youth nowadays really going too far from norms of people and especially as a muslim.

Being too exposed to gadget also can bring harm. We as adult and parents apparently should monitoring their children excessively and aggrasively. Knowing what they watch and do. And, especially religious studies is a must. Insha Allah and pray also to Allah that our children always in His care and away from unhealthy culture which become too mainstream in our culture nowadays. Till then, xoxo.

Waalaikumussalam. 

20 November 2013

Expected the unexpectedly.

Peace be upon you all. Assalamualaikum.


Alhamdulillah. I'm back in Egypt already. I'm 22 years old and fiancee to Mr. Syazaril Fathurrahman. What an  unexpected things and journey I had on this summer break. No matter how much your life, your world and your surrounding turns upside down. Always have faith that there's a reason He planned it to be like that. There's must be something that we need to see that shall bring us back to Him The Exalted.

I know what I 've been through this year as not much or as bigger as other people's grieves. But, it is a major turn over for me to change to be better. How grateful I am to be always in His care for as I'm being neglected that all along through out my life. I'm only realized it for a moment and then turn my back. Ya Allah. Forgives me for my sins previously, now even in the future.

Alhamdulillah. I manage to find my way back a bit by bit. I'm still learning now. Sew on patches to all my tear before.  And even grateful He gave me someone who always by my side, accepting the changing me when I don't even expecting to have one after what had happened. All praises to Allah, The Merciful. No words shall describes how grateful I am as what He gave me unexpectedly bind my heart towards Him even more and I always pray for someone who makes me loves and more closer to Our Creator.

Mercifully, His plan is the best. And seriously. Alhamdulillah. I'm never being this happy in my life. Everything went smoothly with His Might.  In a month, we already met both our family. And another month more, I'm already his fiancee also with His Might and His Merciful. People surround me really suprised to hear me getting engaged. Never crossed in their mind. And me also, never crossed in my mind when I'm going back to Malaysia this year, that He let me to meet someone, loves someone and become someone to someone so quickly. Where as that early time, I'm still fighting to stand, to cure the torn me.

Nevertheless, He knows the best. Now, I'm praying this till jannah. And ease our journey to be husband-wife. So many hearts to care off and so many things to be plan off. Basmallah. I'm praying that Allah always ease what the best for me and him as He planned it to be in the Luh Mahfuz. Amin. Till then. XOXO.

Waalaikumussalam.